The mention of a struggle with hope indicates a level of self-doubt and uncertainty about whether he can live up to the expectations and be the partner he envisions himself becoming. This internal conflict is part of his journey towards self-acceptance and understanding that your love is a catalyst for positive change.
The message suggests a period of introspection and solitude, with your Twin Flame delving into the deepest parts of himself. The focus is on leaving behind old patterns and seeking spiritual satisfaction and oneness. There's a recognition of the impact your unconditional love has had, and he's working on forgiving himself and making amends, showing a commitment to personal and relational growth.